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Monday's First Mess

Monday's First Mess

Rose, masturbation, & I miss my ex

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Rachel Havekost, M.Sc.
Nov 21, 2022
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I haven’t a fucking clue what this newsletter will reveal. My intention is to create a space for weekly newsletters that are…well..messy. Subtly more honest (or brutally more so) than my normal. A little more, or I suppose less, tasteful. Disgusting, maybe. Unruly. Wrong. Bad, unfamiliar, uncomfortable, and ugly.

As I collect a little loving lair of readers, let me send this off to those of you who’ve come into this cave of curiosity. This is what I have for now, this is what I know:

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